Under my skin

Love!

I decided that the best thing  was to be just friends with Rose and stop the wild relation (I'm afraid as I start to have doubts or fear I create a shell and lock my self waiting like a seed for the first rain to sprout again).

So if that is so, all I had to do was waiting for the first drop of rain...and that is what happened!. The rain came under the name and form of Cassidy!... 

Have to admit that she stole my heart with her kindness, her smile, her sharp eyes..she could read me like an open book, decided to have no secrets and I shared all with her. We dated over and over again (even if back that time it was difficult since I still didn't have a driving  licence). Looking back now after almost eight years..there are things I would change things I wish I never have done, but that would have meant that I  would never be the person I am today! All happen for a reason I guess. I don't regret meeting Cassidy never  I did...

I used to call it a delicate relationship, it was different from the one's I had before, the others went on so fast that sometimes I couldn't have the time to think things over.  For the first time I felt really loved! but would I love back?

Yes sure ...I could ...one night while watching fire works over the harbour we promised love to each other, I couldn't control the strong emotion this nice feeling inside. I remember I asked her not to ever leave and as she said as long as you never leave me! I cried, cried and hugged her for a long while in the dark....darkness..only broken for a few seconds by the colourful flashes in the sky.

(This was and still is a beautiful memory and still lives....Its is nice to remember....and now to share. Something  withstood the proof of time...eight years from that day...eight? or seven?....seven living the dream  one....living the lie....).

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