Silence
Almost a week has gone by and things started to go back in place and normality.
My mind was set to forget ...do I really want to forget?
It hurts to remember ....but I have to find the strength to go on ..with my life ....It has been just three months ...So why is it so hard?.....Can you really love someone in just three months ?...Can one control the feelings he feels?...
Love? What is love?.....Do you learn to love?....Does it come to you?....Can love at first sight really exist?
This pains feels just too good...
The pain left from the beautiful memories as they will be no more ... separation...
At work noting was the same, silence, silence was dominant!
Every one knew what happened...but no one dared to ask me any question ...perhaps how I was feeling, they just knew and that was it!
I had noticed it ....every time I walk by, everyone just stopped talking! even if they talked in Japanese...they just stopped so something was going on.
At work noting was the same, silence, silence was dominant!
Every one knew what happened...but no one dared to ask me any question ...perhaps how I was feeling, they just knew and that was it!
I had noticed it ....every time I walk by, everyone just stopped talking! even if they talked in Japanese...they just stopped so something was going on.
"Silence" And with silence one can say and mean just too much!.....
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ReplyDeleteSuch a great post!!
Way to go!!! \^o^/
[My comment is so big bloguer doesnt accept it, so i will divide it in 2 or more parts]
"It hurts to remember ....but I have to find the strength to go on ..with my life ....It has been just three months ...So why is it so hard?....."
*Hugs u and gives lil kisses and cuddles*
Dear, time itself does not matter.
Were 3 months, but could have been even less time: one month, one week, one day, one hour, one minute. At that moment, time stopped for you. Time stopped for her. Both were happy and since you and her meet, you started to write a beautiful story, which unfortunately remained unfinished.
This is one of the reasons why it hurts so much. The feeling that something is undone, it grinds immense in our hearts. That makes us full of doubts and anxiety.
"Can you really love someone in just three months? ..."
Of course you do!
Is there by chance a fixed time to fall in love?
A set time to love someone?
If we are constantly in the presence of a "special" person, it is natural that in time, we quickly nurture a nice feeling for that person and that person for us.
If it's a person that we only saw once in a while, it would be more difficult, but not impossible, though.
The daily contact and interaction with her helped to the birth of that feeling, so beautiful. ^^
"Can one control ... the feelings he feels? ..."
That's a losing battle from the the beginning.
Although many people say yes, you can control the feelings that nourishes, actually is just deluding themselves. People who try, in vain, to control their feelings, end up being reduced to dust, crushed by the force of indestructible feelings.
Many try to overcome this obstacle, looking for love in others. Without being aware of it, they are just using other people to forget the person they really love.
They eventually suffer, a dull and lonely pain, while deceiving and hurting, albeit indirectly, the person who is at their side. As time goes by...some opportunities not come back...Because of that, we should always be honest with ourselves.
[to be continued]
"Love? What is love? ....."
ReplyDeleteLove is the most beautiful feeling that exists in the Universe!
It's an overwhelming force.
It's a power capable of producing miracles.
It's a unique feeling.
Each person has his/her vision of love.
There aren't two persons with the same perfect idea about love.
Love is something great.
It is an energy capable of sprout the best that exists inside our hearts.
Nobody can live without love.
We can only love others after we learn to love ourselves. True love begins within ourselves, by ourselves. It's called self-love.
Many people, unfortunately, continues to seek out what is inside their hearts. That's why so many people suffers in love. They think they just have a boyfriend and everything it will be a "sea of roses."
Others think that life, when we are in love, is "just love and a cottage." Then, they get shocked when see that everything went wrong.
These persons will continue, through life, without understanding where they are "failing." Most are surprised when they finally discover the "gunpowder"! :)
Love comes in many forms:
Parents love, grandparents love, brotherly love, love for other family members, friends love, love for our idols, love for animals, love for nature, love for ourselves, love of lovers, unconditional love, among others...
A portuguese poet, called Luís de Camões, wrote the following poem about love:
"Love is a fire that burns without being seen;
It wound that hurts and does not feel;
It is an unhappy contentment;
It a crazy pain without pain;
It is one not to want more than good will;
It's lonely walk among us;
It is never happy themselves with joy;
It is the winning that is gained in losing;
You want to be bound by the will;
Serve who wins is the winner;
It kills us to have someone loyalty.
But how can cause your favor
Friendship in human hearts,
If so contrary to him is the same love?"
With this poem, Luís de Camões shows us not only his vision of love as an indescribable feeling, but also as something unique and wonderful.
[to be continued...]
"Do you learn to love? ...."
ReplyDeleteNobody born learned, isn't it?
Love, like the rest, is something that we learn along the journey called Life. We learn to love with all people around us like parents, grandparents, siblings, friends, school teachers, a baka neighbor...all people teach us something about love and about loving. Love is give and receive. It is not always easy to love. But worth it! ^^
"Does it come to you? ...."
If we have an open heart and we are receptive, yes, love comes to us. It is important to note that we need to love ourselves, a lot. Only when we really love ourselves, we can pass this energy to others and so captivate them. Doing good actions, trying to make others happy, are some ways to attract love for us.
Rather than waste time looking for love, we should seek to serve it, in it's many forms. Suddenly, when we realize it has entered our lives. ^w^
"Can love at first sight really exist?"
Well, to be honest, I do not believe in love at first sight. I believe that something happens at that moment: a powerful allure, a strong attraction, an explosion of feelings in our hearts. But, true love...i guess not. Love does not appear so quick. First comes a passion. Then, as we know the other person better...we move to a completely different dimension: the feeling we call love.
That's why sometimes relationships last only the time of a simply "adventure": people feel passion, that wonderful feeling, full of adrenaline.
It is when we're in "passion state" that we use to be more childish and delightfully romantic.
When we love, the feeling develops into something stronger and more powerful, but people usually don't feel such need to demonstrate and evoke the love they cherish.
They began to see the other person differently. The feeling starts maturating. It turns out to be something deeper and more beautiful than the "simple" passion!
Without doubt, an unforgettable impression! ^^
Lots of love,
Gwanni :3
It has been hard for me to get over this ,,,when I though it was over it came back to me, in a more powerful way...
ReplyDeleteregarding love at first sight I don't know for sure .... lately happened something again but I'm not ready to share yet ...I must discover more what happened in the past that led to this ....hope you understand
and also ...I think it is so human that every time we want something or someone and we are rejected we want it even more ...that hurts but it means wer alive and we do have feelings...
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