Good bye !

Its not how I what it to be, its what destiny want's from me ....

It has always been ....always be ....to this day....destiny plays tricks on me... sometimes its too much to take!

It started with Kazu, he went back home right after Christmas, he was missing to much his daughter Luna. Then it was Rossana's turn to leave, one day as we where having dinner in a sushi restaurant, she met a Swedish man...a very attractive man ! he even paid us the dinner bill!! :))
Rossana fell head over heals for him as he was such a fun and charismatic person, they got married a few months  later! Had two children too, wish I can contact her in a way or an other I miss her! but I know she's ok. Taka was next on the list he missed his love too much!! so he just left without saying a word to any one...I heard news from him when he had his first baby and then the second one!

One fine day Ta chan came to me and said she had received a call from her mother and asked her to go back to Japan as soon as possible! Never told me what was it about, although she looked very worried about it !.  She left  about 2 weeks later. I was left alone with the awful feeling of loneliness! We only had sms's to keep us in contact until those stopped too! My only source of information was  To chan she called her every now and then, and Ta chan answered her!! but me...nothing.. no words.

It was round about a month from the day she left back to Japan that To chan said something It would have  changed  my life...and break my deepest dreams, and my heart. Ta chan got engaged!!
Sad, sad moment It was like a death verdict to me, why? so it must have been just a dream after all....

A be alone time started  for me, even if I had the support of my friends I had something missing inside something called Ta chan....        

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