My naked self.....
It was a terrible week without a single sight of her...I missed her...I wanted her..I wished her.
No ...no ....she is where she belongs...with her love....is he the right one?.....who am I to judge? what is good for her ...or what is wrong..
A week is too much without her smile... her laugh....what if it be more then a week? no ...no must forget ....it will be in the end as soon as summer is over....she will leave ..and never to came back ...so why? did she play with my feelings? no ..no ..she's not made that way....no ...no
hoo why I can't just get it out of my head ..."Aishiteru" .... "Aishiteru"..."Aishiteru"...why is it resonating into my head?.
If I close my eyes I see your face ...its too much hooo Ta chan I love you .....
The week came to an end and she came back to work...but nothing was the same she avoided me.
Why what have I done? did her boyfriend tell her something?How? he doesn't know me... or did he get to know about what happened between us?
One more week gone by and we talked again ...
Things started coming back to normal ....I never mentioned her boyfriend and so did she...
One day as we walked up to the sea front ...a windy day the waves were hitting violently the side of the promenade ... we could feel the salty rush on our faces...
She was feeling cold so we sat down on one of the benches to rest and feel the warmth of the sun that today felt so distant...
She closed her eyes every time she saw the waves hitting the the land..like frightened by the force....
She held my hand...and said ....you know..a few months ago I didn't know where this Island was and now knowing I have to leave .......
How did you get to know about it? I asked.
Destiny, she said.
(Destiny ....Destiny you played tricks on me from the very beginning!)Well I wanted to improve my English so I searched up the net, there I found a good place in Germany and said to my self its the best place so that way I can train my German and my English and be near my boyfriend.
A week later I was having a dream about my grandmother and she told me you must not go to Germany....I ignored the dream and had it night after night...
I looked up again and this time I found England ...
It happened again, my grandmother appeared in my dreams and begged me not to go to England..
It happened over and over again ...then a few days later I met a friend who was just back from here and told why not trying here ? ...well grandma never appeared in my dreams again ....
(The end of the dream)
Summer came to an end and with the end of summer the end of a dream...didn't say goodbye....didn't
wave farewell ....saying goodbye would have been to much...
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Destiny really plays the game!
ReplyDeleteSuch a deep story dear...
Wish it could have a happy ending...
who am I to judge what is the best to have happened?
ReplyDeletemay be destiny thinks this way is a much more happy ending!
she get to be happy in the end .....I hope...
I"ll leave on a journey heading to the other side of the sun and wind.
DeleteSurely, without a map, the door into paradise will open.
The morning you were born into this world, a bell of blessings rang forth.
Embracing only a single treasure, people will be born.
I won"t forget my feelings from that day. They flow through my heart. Dear My Songs.
In the middle of our journey, as we aim towards the country of the sun
Even without a map, we"ll make it to the promised land.
The love-touched legend is constantly changing the endless future
so surely, many dreams can be granted... so smile.
Even though you can"t see it, the treasure is always within your heart.
I won"t forget my feelings from that day. They spread throughout my heart. Dear My Place.
As the bell of wishes resounds forth, the door of destiny opens.
Surely, we can make it through the struggle of getting there and reach our final paradise.
On days where sad rain just continues to fall, continue to swim through them.
You should always believe in yourself... in your heart.
If beyond the rainbow, there was a sound that signalled the birth of tomorrow...
In the middle of our journey, we"d aim towards the country of the sun
Even without a map, we"ll make it to the promised land.
The love-touched legend is constantly changing the endless future
so surely, many dreams can be granted... so smile.
As the bell of wishes resounds forth, the door of destiny opens.
Surely, we can make it through the struggle of getting there and reach our final paradise.
On days where sad rain just continues to fall, continue to swim through them.
You should always believe in yourself... in your heart.
^^
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