If there is something I really love to do for my self, and that makes me feel good is to swim. And I am lucky enough to live relatively close to the sea.
Drove all the way to my favourite spot, lately it have been not an popular option for many, since last winter many of the caves surrounding the lagoon collapsed due to the strong weather making extremely difficult to access!. A bonus for me to have some quality time with my own self.
The colours of the waters are just enchanting...and today it have been especially clear, I could see clearly from the emerald green to the sapphire blue shimmering under the sun. I really needed to feel the cold water over my skin again it somehow makes me feel alive....it some how washed away what it have been building up in my mind for the past few days.
Unfortunately it was soon time for me to leave had to be at work in a few hours time!.
Walked all the way to the restaurant...the streets were deserted, the heat has been unbearable the past days and today was not an exception. I was the first one to open the restaurant yet again! as I walked to the bar to collect the booking diary, my attention was caught by the oil paintings on the wall, the kitchen staff always made fun of them, saying they had a non artistic element in them...
But did we ever stopped and looked closely at them?. What the artist meant was the freedom of one's spirit and soul. She represented her self as the elements Air, Water, Earth and Fire.
One painting that made me think was the smallest one, with the theme of fire.....
"Erased memories"
"The imprint stays forever"
One can burn down the material things, or try to ignore what it have been happening but the true fact is that the imprint will always be there an indelible mark that stays forever..
"Erased memories"
"The imprint stays forever"
One individual action can shatter this fragile world we are in...I have longed for some one to hear me. I want to leave the imprint forever..
"Erased memories"
"The imprint stays forever"
It is never to late to change your mind, its never to late to wash sins away, its never to late to come to life again, the imprint is there forever...
"Erased memories"
"The imprint stays forever"
My memories will haunt me for ever..I might erase my mind but I cannot erase my life, I want to believe in what I dreamed, I just wish it could come back to life again....
"Erased memories"
"The imprint stays forever"
I have only my self to blame...I'm not going to let this day go by...I'm not wasting this life....run...run ..run until there is nothing left....I'm drowning in the mess that I have made...
"Erased memories"
"The imprint stays forever"
You know what's sad? People don't realize the real value of life till they reach their dying moments. Moments when all the things you did will flash back in your mind. And you know, you wouldn't care about all the material things u had, all the luxury you achieved or not even the right things you did, nor right decisions you make. The only thing that you will remember and will matter most are those moments that really make u happy, no matter how crazy or stupid they were.
ReplyDeleteI was once in the near death situation, and a friend had a talk a few minutes before he died. Life is too short to care about how to be righteous, or how much should I get. It's all about what makes u happy. Memories are forever. ^^
My friend said, a day before he died from cancer:
"The only thing i regret about life, is it have to end so soon. If I could live my life again, I will do the same mistakes again that made me happy."
The following day, he died, but sent a message to me a few minutes before he did. That was when this crazy lady was born.. ^^
I am sorry to do this but, as your old brother...
ReplyDelete*bitchslap*
I can't stand this!
What's wrong with you?
You always were a model to me!
You always made me feel proud of you!
You always were amazing...
Now its look like you are merely a shadow of what you truly are...
Even with me... :S
You treat me very coldly...you don't care with me anymore...it's very sad...
In my country we say: "it isnt for a swallow dies, that spring ends..."
Here is the same thing...
You have all the right in entire world to be sad...but that don't gives you the right to make all the persons who love and care for you to suffer because of that...that doesn't give you the right to make them suffer too with your coldish attitudes...
You should give value to what you have now, not to the things you have lost. Of course its important to understand the real meaning of things, but...if you simply go in that "twister", you will just keep losing more and more in the way... :S
And one more thing: if you are unhappy with the decisions you made, you have can decide again dear...you can change things again...life is not a one-way direction. What makes life so cool and rich is that.
*hugs u tight and smiles to you*
Dear, i am always here for you. We are having many things in the way right now, our time together is much less, we both are sad with that... :(
*you start crying in my shoulders and hide your face in my chest*
*I embrace you more and give lil kissies and cuddles*
*very caring, I start to sing*
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
Its okay dear...
We are here to each other...and I'm very grateful for that...
Love,
Your bro,
Gwanni