I heard this already....I felt this already...I been here already...I'm familiar to this....so why am I feeling so bad?
Take the darkest words and and play them, make them our lullaby.
Let this be the end of the world of make believe, I can see it, I can feel it crumble under my feet.
In my world of make believe, I play again this lullaby....In her world of make believe she never stopped playing this lullaby.
Some how I wish I could set fire to this world, some how I want to escape this world.
This lullaby is still in my head
I can still hear it
I can still taste it
I can still see it
This lullaby is still in my head
I love this lullaby, all my thought, she resides in me, I love this lullaby, In my world of make believe, your here forever...
I met a young little fellow near the sea shore, he said, "You will forget the lullaby only if you return the box to the ocean".
I turned my back to the little fellow
and kept singing this Lullaby...
This just went UP! UP! UP! in my list of best movies!
Yesterday was in need of that thing to cheer me up a little and I thought that there is nothing better then a good movie. I was looking for something funny\comedy. I realized that had this movie sitting in my pen-drive like for ages..so I thought why not! I have heard it was funny and catching... so it seamed to be the perfect choice!
I saw the movie trailer a while back and it seamed to be a fun easy to follow animation, no need to use my brain to think..just, sit there and stare at the moving talking picture..and all the colourful balloons....It was meant to be a movie for kids .........so easy to digest stuff....
....at least I thought!. I now think they should have put a warning saying " movie contents is not suitable for adults!" like in bold and in red !!. And I thought Japanese anime movies were sad!!!..
And funny thing is that I didn't have any sugar at all!! not like when I saw finding Nemo...I cried too, but I was on such a sugar hype that I could cry for real with a baby just to sympathize!.
I am not doing a review or something of that sort....but in my opinion this movie, if you have not watched it yet...its a must!. It is touching to a way beyond normality....it shows human feelings in its raw state, and it shakes you a bit and may be slaps you in the face too....
The story is about this old man Carl, and in the first minutes the story concentrates on him and how he met his wife Ellie..his soul mate...
From Just friend with this tomboy Ellie and this not talkative boy Carl....both weird and eccentric like most kids...reminded me a lot of me....a lot of years younger. They grew together, in good and bad times..trough the years chasing a dream that one day they will go an live in a place called "paradise falls". They both dreamed of this perfect place to be...with the perfect person to be with...who doesn't dream that ?. Faith has it that they shall never accomplish this dream...destiny had other plans for them...they fought and worked hard for this dream to come true...but never succeeded...
I don't know it it is just me..but I confess many times at least two or three times I shed a tear or two..on several instances I was thinking, this movie is breaking my heart, while other times I thought this is melting my heart ...but whatever or how I felt I thought this movie is just so damn beautiful! :D
Its an ode to love.... friendship..... believing...dreaming.....it some how made me think that fairytales do exist...
Thanks for the adventure- now go have a new one! :'o)
Here safe in my bed...here I lay...here I rest...here I dream.....
Here I am! still in bed...9:39am in the morning somehow cant get out of bed...lappy on my belly ....already had my second espresso this morning...but I still cant feel like I'm wide awake....I'm running low on coffee, must go out and buy, but some how I don't feel like to..
Not having my early morning swim this morning , some how I don't feel like it..just feel like to linger in my bed...Sweet memories of a dream that seamed to real, somehow I can smell your scent...I know its just in my head, but I want to believe I do...if I close my eyes I can still see your smile ...if I close my eyes...if I do ...I drift far away... wish I could sleep again may be we'll meet again...
Many times I wondered how your skin feels...many times I wondered how your lips may taste...
Taste....feel...touch....scent....these are the senses I am denied...only if I close my eyes I am allowed to borrow, just for a few moments...just for a few moments... while I dream....while I rest my head on the pillow and look in the box....
Feels safe here in my bed, away from the busy world out there... My phone is ringing again I think its the fifth time this morning..don't feel like picking it up.. but I must....the real world is calling....
"There's always a positive intention in every behaviour...."
People act in weird ways, sometimes we don't understand the motivation, sometimes there isn't any at all...or there is? When I was little my mother sometimes scolded me..but I saw the world from the eyes of a child, I never understood the motivation of that scolding. Only when I started to mature I slowly realised what she meant.
Sometimes we become dependent on something or someone that from our point of view we just can't do without!. Lets create a situation.....two siblings one age 15 and the other 9, the young one will want to have protection from his older brother, but the more the young boy is protected the more he is trapped in this "bubble" and will not learn to fend for himself as he grow, making it more difficult for him in the future when the older brother will be away.
Its when we are on our own and scared that we attempt to fly, we might fall and hit the ground, but that is how we overcome our fears...
Sometimes close friends leave us alone when we think we most need them...and we start doubting how much they really value friendship!.
Think again "There's always a positive intention in every behaviour" .......snap out of the virtual world...there is much more within your reach!.
God!! this really doesn't sound like me! but hey, I have a serious side too! Yet again, I hope the message gets trough...I tend to be confusing at times..but got so much in my head that I want to share and sometimes I don,t know were to start from!.
Here is an other example of positive intention, this is taken from a chat between two people.
"Its a very twisted conversation so bare with it!"
HER~ told u there's always a positive intention in every behaviour
HER~its just like judging a very fat girl that she spends most of her time eating.. or like eating like a pig
HER~but what we don't know.. she almost kill herself to death working out and trying to lose some weight..
HIM~ hum ....
HIM~ ok ...
HIM~ i do believe there is a positive intention in ppls acts
In 24 hours I be waiting.... In 24 hours you be back...
My life could change in 24 hours ...my life could be just the same in 24 hours....
I thought that having time alone would clear my mind ... I thought that if we are apart for some time it would change my mind....
Truth is, that I don't feel the same..some how I'm even more lost, some how I want you to be here, now!. For almost 15 days I never missed you..or at least I thought that I did not!. Now that only 24 hours are keeping us apart I just can't wait...24 hours is a long time to wait..
Although I hated the way I was treated the past months, I know now that I cant be torn away from you..I just feel half alive without you.. now that 24 keep us apart...
"It is never to late to change your mind, its never to late to wash sins away, its never to late to come to life again"
I never thought I could find a way to describe it...it was there inside ...hiding. I was just to afraid to face it. Now that 24 hours are between us I just can't go back...
Run ...run ....run away from it all, may be I could find a way ....wrong ......I was so wrong ....running is never the option, running is denying to face the truth....the key is you....you are the keeper of the key to my hard heart ....the truth was always there...
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Destiny keeps on calling my name, over and over in my head. Sometimes I hate it....its just to much to take, this small brain can't handle it.
"To love ....not to love...
so what to do?"
"is it love....is it not love....
so what's this?"
"I have never misused the word love, whenever I uttered the word love I meant it".
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