Forgiven -piano cover
Never thought things will change, never wished for things to change...
Upon a star up in the heaven's
Shed tears and Wished like in a childhood dream
Past feelings, so deep, too deep I fear
Buried so deep, One never thought still exist
Close to the end of this dying Day
Finally found the way out of the mists
Soon I'll make my way, away- yet near
I Have to endure, I have to subsist
A lie based on truth, fake? no! not you
If its a dream, I must Wake to resist
Faith weaved this dream with its finest treads
Love and hate, To give this short tale a twist
Search and Find, the girl I never kissed
Scard my core, tough for it I never sought
Deep in my mind, among dreams I sift
Lost it All, you and me, not even fought
Was it just me, to leave and ignore?
Or was it meant to undo this love knot?
Who's to blame? Might even have no name
Too tightly laced, to happen Just by chance
The moon shines only where there is dark
This leaves me with much more then room for thought
I'm afraid of A dream, we once shared
Just a Dream, reality... shall be not...
On this long tedious journey walking the path of my past, found you lost and scared. With every passing day I watched you grow, fighting demons, fighting fear. You gave me strength to go on, when I was tired. When I grew to tired to fight my own demons that haunted me, perhaps the same that before controlled you.
I must beg for forgiveness, I am not sure what we have done wrong to end up so distant so lost... when we were following the same path. We both shared the same dream, a dream that has turned to ashes.
I forgive you my dear, for the many times you doubted me, for the many times you fetched escape away from me. Remember, I always be here if you ever need a shoulder to lean on.
In a prison made of broken dreams
Dark was the water you choose to find rest
Captive found yourself, must Break the chain
The cold wind blew that night, no star shined bright
Frozen by fear, with Chains at your feet
Once you dreamed to be free, wings wide you spread
No fear, your wings once more kissed the wind
And you now know there was never a chain
Nothing to hold you, no walls to break
This pond was your home, a prison you build
Now you remembered, these wings can Fly
Slave no more, nothing to fear my black swan
Far away, Away from here you chose to be...
My dear I'll set you free, I let you be. I have no doubt that on this long path we will meet again. you might have set fire to every bridge while escaping your own self, giving the blame to me.
Now its time for me to go, as I write these last few lines I can remember every tear I shed. I can feel the raging heat on my skin while crossing these memories that long ago we set to flames...
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Dedicated to the three persons that helped me become the man I am today...