Cupidity [5]

The Oasis.

Hum...hmm not quite sure what to think about this one, 

Oh well guess everyone got to follow his very own special path!. 

Time for me to steal five minutes of your time again, 

I promise its a short one!.

Let me know what you think! love to hear from you!. 

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Enjoy!. 

Cornetto short movie; Oasis. 

Cupidity [3]

Kismet Diner.

Here is the third video for you.

 Remember the films all follow a pattern, the same theme, 

but every story is different, not the sentiment though. 

This is one of my favorite so far, yet my favorite is yet to come, guess

 I'm keeping the best for last!, 

although I think this is the sweetest of them all. 

Let me know what you think! love to hear from you!. 

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Enjoy!. 

Kismet Diner: by corneto short movie.

 

Cupidity [1]

Beauty and the geek. 

Have a little time to sneak something out for you today, hope you like this short film I have found for you. I have found this one very sweet. 

Let me know what you think!. 

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Enjoy! 

Cupidity by: corneto Beauty and the geek short movie.

Sail me to shore

Katie Melua - If You Were A Sailboat

Last year this time we were planing how our life would have change in a year or so. Much have changed but we are still far from the goals we've set, far yet so close...

Guess all we have to do is to keep believing in the dreams we shared, we still share them after all. One day soon...very soon I hope... will become a reality.

Last year this time we walked down a sandy beach while the cool wind from the sea caressed our faces warmed by the soft sun of May. Our heart beating fast like a steam engine trying to catch up our breath  as we reached the shore...and feel the cold waters upon our feet. 

I remember it all as if it was only yesterday. Spent hours looking at a sailing boat gently rocking in the sea. And  we wondered how it would feel to be a sail-boat and wander from shore to shore. Wouldn't it be lovely?...

I remember the cold waters on our naked feet as we ran all the way back acting like kids again, or perhaps cause I fell in love again in that very moment...and yet again time seemed to have stopped. 

Thought it would have been a day just like every other ordinary day..walking silently along the sea hand in hand, perhaps...not uttering any word, letting a smile..a smirk transmit our feelings. 

Wouldn't it be lovely...if we could sit again on the same moist red sand sharing the beach with no one. And wouldn't it be lovely to find again the memories we left behind...I dearly keep these images of us, the beach, and that calm sail-boat almost enchanting on that perfect day. 

If you were a sail-boat I'll sail you to the same safe shore, I'll sail you safe through the storms. Not afraid of the high waves and the violent winds as they will blow me to this enchanted place, making me forget what we have just been through. I don't mind as long I'll have you. 

We soon had to go, the day got fast short, and we were no longer alone. But just before we turned our back, a last stare,  waved goodbye to that sail-boat promised we be back again to that very same shore, perhaps on another perfect day... 

For the words I never say, the feelings many times I don't show.

Bust just because I don't shout them out to the entire world it doesn't mean I don't love you... 

Thank you my love for reading my mind and understanding me even if many times my lips don't let out the words you expect to hear...

Pictures by Hotei 

Lyrics & music Katie Melua 

Ask me anything.

I need time to think 

                      I have to find the answers I have been looking for so long 

"I will do it by comparing what it felt like with this song "

"breath no more"

It is no use to question over and over again your self isn't it? Or is it useful? that way you can see who you really are and what you really want.

Me, my self I could have never been here today writing and posting on this blog if I haven't done the path I'm sharing with you Every step of it was an important step in my life ..and never thought or imagined or what was  going to happen to me...I realized then that I still didn't know my self as yet!. It is a mile stone, an important mark in my life, thanks to the help of a special friend. 

Looking at your reflection in a broken mirror it is still you just in many little tiny pieces. Little fragments shattered ...as small as they seem to be they still hurt you as you can cut your self by simply touching  them. "The fragments from the mirror are your feelings your emotions no mater how small they  might be they  can deeply hurt you". 

Controlling emotion is no good eater...as we might just hide the feeling... It will be just a matter of time till it comes back up to the surface!! creating a fake world where I could hide...that is not me ..or is it?. I came to a point were I didn't recognize the monster I have become, may be it was to protect my fragile side! was I still the timid guy I used to be?

"If you had to choose which of me would you choose?" 

It could be that I always was been told what or who to be? but the more they tell me who to be the more I want to show my real self, and now I want to be just me.....

       

I adore you still

Swimming home 

by Evanescence 

Do you really want me?
                       No one's really loved me !
                                                       Calling.....
                                                                 Nothing can hold me!


There is no point in crying, after all I should be happy...If I loved her for real I should be happy that she's back with her love ...should I? so why I'm  not ?

Is it cause I'm human ...a greedy human ...if being a human is taking, ripping others form the life they have chosen the paths they decide to take  ...like we do with Butterflies  collecting them at the peak of there beauty just to Pearce them with a cold  needle of death. Then I don't want to be human ....

I feel like I have died....lost a peace  of me .. a vital part...
I look at my palm.... a scar .. but thinking about it, the scar is much more deeper then just a mark on my flesh, it goes deep as my heart!

I just need some time to mourn this pain away and return to a normality ....if destiny want me it will find me.
I be waiting in this deep sea as I try to swim back home....