For days or I must say weeks I kept contact with my new friend Guga. He unblocked his profile, that meant he now trusted me (or perhaps it was just normal procedure). I was fascinated by the staggering amount of countries Guga visited!, I could count at least 20 countries visited in the past years!. I could not have a proper conversation with him so I could not ask directly about his travels and if by any chance he ever visited my country. We left comments or messages, more essays then messages, we left these long messages saying mostly about our countries. I asked for no more to be honest, it was a way to kill time in the morning, just that, all the rest was a bonus, get to know Guga and his background was just an additional bonus.
I learnt a lot about him and his native country. All I could say about Portugal prior our encounter was pinpoint it on a map and of-course I knew about food facts but not much more, when he said he was from Lisbon all I could remember was the "Lisbon treaty" pretty embarrassing to say.
After a few weeks or so, on a morning Guga and me had a proper conversation, it was fun and interesting, for an hour or two we talked non stop. He asked me to add him on MSN messenger but I refused, for two reasons really, first I had no MSN messenger and secondly I remembered Cassidy's saying about not to trust much!. So it was, he respected my answer and the subject was never brought up again. On that day he explained me about his job and why he was able to travel so much. I would have loved to live a life like his, full of travels, it was always a dream I had, just I always needed to have a place to call home at the end of the day. He seemed not to mind it, he looked so happy in his pictures and one of the things I remember telling him that day was to never stop smiling!.
About a month or so from the day we became friends I decided to remove my account. I received way to many messages that made me feel uncomfortable and found to be almost offensive from many other perverted users. There I found my friend Gwanni and made this adventure more worth keeping even if it was for a wee bit longer and so it happened.
Then, the more I got to know Guga the more I found it hard to just leave, after all he was so nice and polite to me. It is there where I thought of signing up on MSN and have an account to add Guga and be able to keep his friendship.
It was just by a hit of luck that I added a new friend on the day I was suppose to remove my account. As I did not know what I was going against, or perhaps I knew, I just ignored all of the warnings...
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My dear Hotei,
ReplyDeleteIf I was you, I would clearly be careful in every step you take. Not only because you can hurt your feelings, but because it can be dangerous as well. You never know who is in the other side, and don't let your feelings talk louder than your brain. Sometimes the heart makes really bad choices, and the brain is there to stick your feet on the ground.
Get to know better each other, but please, just be careful ;p
with love,
K.
Hi K! I wish I listened when they told me so just I did my own way, just like always...I am a very stubborn person and tend to do more of what my head tells me.
ReplyDeleteOn the other hand it was good to get to know my new friend, he was not a bad person in the end I just let my heart get involved in something I would have to regret.
Now I look back and I can see how much I have come and how much I have grown...
Thanks K loved your comment :)