Shadows fading away

Sadly the blog diary of my shadows came to an end, for a few reasons that I don't really agree with, but that is the choice of the owner. After stating my point in a very hot argument with Gwanni about the termination of his diary last night, I was posed this question "What if you had to terminate your blog?"

 One day or an other my blog have to come to an end...hope not as abrupt as the last time, but that was a different matter. The blog originally was taking a direction that would have put poor "Christian Grey" face to shame! as I done things far more daring then the stuff mentioned in the now famous "50 shades of Grey!!", and must add that me and Mr Christian Grey  share quite a lot in common! perhaps not the look or the money lol. But now will not share most of the stuff happened as I think some things have to remain un-told, for a bit of mystery..you know! :)

Well... to be honest I never thought that my blog would have gone this far...as it was created to share and show the importance of dialogue, and to be honest with your loved one, and to always be honest at least with yourself. I say this and then I look to my self and I say that I am still learning day after day with you.  Was meant to write the happenings of the last years, were all started, and the change I faced from a naive and innocent boy to a cold distant man ...

I was on the edge and kept all inside me until one day... had to share it with some one, so I found poor Tory and emptied what I have been doing and a bottle of Amaretto too lol. What a headache and what a hangover I had to face the morning after!! Must say that my dear friend Tory was pretty shocked at the news, "Never would have though....never would have thought" that was her reaction. And never would I have thought that I would do such stuff if I really want to come clean....

Now I keep on writing and writing, many a times I don't follow a pattern as more stuff keep on happening in my life and my shadows many times haunt me, but I made up my mind now, I will ignore!. When it comes to Cassidy...well not sure if I will ever tell her about this diary, even-though she knows me inside out and she knows a good 80% of what is written down in this diary, she will never understand the end bit of my diary, and I must say nor do I!!.

Hope I made my self more clear, and if I did not well... you can always ask lool... you might be surprised by the answer if you'll get one in the first place :P

"I would like to give a salute to my friend Gwanni and wish him all the best hopefully we will hear again soon from him, may be he will come back stronger then ever!!"

Goodbye Diary Of My Shadows...

 

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