I'm a sinner!! so what ?

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Content not suitable for highly devout catholic! 

I live my life my own way, let things flow and and pass...  I try not to harm others, in any way, I live and let others live that is the motto!! But is it that we have to preach or to practice? that is the question ! but at the end of the day I am only human and human "sin". I don't want to make a Catholic speech out of this but ....I just want to view things from a different perspective.
By saying sin ....hum how to start Sin in the Catholic church is an act done against or that violates  God's  will, and\or an act done to harm\hurt other living beings. But you can harm yourself and that is a sin as well!.  (although that would be classified as sin since you are hurting a creation of God!). By harming I mean not only physically, but also mentally or spiritually ?!.  

Let me make a twist on this..." The seven capital sins"
The seven capital sins are also known as the seven deadly sins, they can be classified on different levels as "venial sins" and "Mortal sins". Venial sins is a small sin considered not to "Compromise our affair with God?..." any way...., mortal sin usually is suppose to condemn one's soul to the eternal sauna of hell!!.

I don't want to go into "sifting" all the sins and so on bla bla bla ... as I said im taking a twist on the seven capital sins ..so here we go!.

And the nomeniees are   Lust , Gluttony , Greed , Sloth , Wrath , Envy and last but not least Pride !!

Lust 

Lust... Lust is associated with carnal wanting "sexual" but it can hold in its apron deep desire. Who did not want or wish for something badly ?

I am a victim of lust! I wanted, wished and took what I craved for ...that makes me a sinner?. Then lets see it from  a kids point of view, when I was little I wanted so bad a playstation ...I had my way in the end...so kids can sin too?. Things changed when I grew up I wanted more!, discovered the opposite sex.. But if love... Love is an act of God It is the most beautiful emotion human beings share with one an other "Always if you do it from your heart that is!" so that can be a sin too?  And by the way ...by saying I have discovered the opposite sex that does not turn me into a sex maniac! I just had  4 affairs in my life (so far) and had an intercourse with 3 ....been in a relationship for the past 8 years now and never ever had an other one since....(physically at least sigh ...but that is an other story!).

Gluttony 

Gluttony is the over indulgence, or over consumption! to the point of waist!  It is also consumption of expensive food or over eating of delicacies! sigh ...yet an other "Mia Culpa" sooo  many times I eat and over eat!! I love delicacies...who doesn't?  I have a weakness for chocolate!! and many times I indulge in it ..way too much! to the point of nausea!! humm  there is so much that  I love that fit perfectly under the list of gluttony!! and mostly are expensive !!! Foie gras, caviar, salmon, shell fish, venison.....not mentioning all the goodies I ate from Harrods food halls!!!! OMG..... I know.....it is so clear now!!!  Harrods is a devils invention so that people can commit all of the (or at least most!!) seven capital sins !!! 

Greed 

   Greed is just like lust and gluttony, it refers to the crave for material possessions.Usual considered a sin when one wants material things so bad, that other sins are committed like betraying, stealing, bribery and so on and so forth. It could mean the possession of more than one person could really need!. hummm here we go again so if its a sin on material sins, my collection of perfumes is a sin? well if I'm going to hell I might need them! (I heard its pretty hot down there so I might sweat a lot!!). And what about my shoe collection!! I think I was a Cobbler (shoe maker) in my past life ...got over 40 pairs of shoes ....and I believe I will drag mum  to hell with me here!! You can hear unbelievable blasphemies when it comes to the floor washing of my room!! moving about 15 pairs of shoes  each time!!. Greed .....but the most ting I'm greedy about are my loved one's I want them all the time with me!! so yet again I'm a sinner here!!

Sloth 

Sloth  is the definition of physical laziness! ahhaha  !!  I got you here!! I don't consider my self as a lazy guy ^^ !! unless ...it comes to clean my room, washing the car, waking up too early, get to the end of the daily to do list !!! ........ --" !!!! sigh.....

Wrath

A.K.A  (also know as) rage, it defines the uncontrolled feeling of hate and anger! It could go hand in hand with other feelings that may be of personal gain, also could include suicide (since life is given by God as his biggest gift,  and we are rejecting his gift by means of suicide, that make us angry therefore "wrath" and suicide make God angry so that is why its a capital sin.....hoo my,  its a never-ending loop of anger that transfers from one to an other!!). I as much as I think I never got to a state of total "wrath" I'm a very calm person, and I sift the situation very carefully before I make a decision ....and some times it takes me ages to come to a conclusion ...perhaps if at the beginning I had the feeling of "wrath" I would definitely cool down  until I find the answer or an explanation  :P 

Envy 

Envy is similar to jealousy, ie: discontent for others belonging, possessions and status!. Well, well, well ...envy..no I guess I never felt such thing in my entire existence! I think one should be happy of what he is provided with ...and if he\she wants something more in his life, he\she should work hard and follow the dream, at the end of the day we all have abilities, different abilities, some unique to others and we are all good in doing something, even those considered less talented!!. Lets take an example I love to paint!!! many say I'm good but, I know many are better then me at it! but I know I do it from my heart I put passion in it! I love my creations and I am proud(hum Sinner!!!) of them ... and that is what really counts!. 

Pride 

Mirror, mirror on the wall which is the greatest sin of them all??  its definitely  Pride!!. Pride is considered to be the worst sin of them all!, it is considered to be the source of the others. Pride is the excessive love of self considering your self on top of others. A very well known example is Lucifer he thought he was better then God himself!, that made him turn into Satan!!. But is it pride or proud that is wrong ?!.... hummm so lets see pride and proud are basically the same or at least they are made out of the same dough. They both mean  ego "over-exaggeration ?"   It is the exact opposite of humble!. most of the times we criticise others saying "I can do that better!!" or "mine is better then yours" isn't that pride? One have to be grateful for what he have and owns. I think we are all in the same boat!. In my country we say "we are all in the same ocean" meaning we are all subject to the changes around us, no one is eternal and better then others, we all have abilities and the secret is to learn how to use and find them.... 

I'm proud of what I have done and achieved ....are you ?.